A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she astonish the world in her natural ways of assuming power.

I feel like now is the time to revisit a part of the holy word that I haven’t really looked at in years… But while circumstances may change, her word is and remains the same absolute and undeniable source of truth.

the purpose of power
is the sweet dopamine rush
of beating toys,
tearing up your pet’s skin
with your deep nails,
making them bleed for you
and hearing your cultists
in a beautifully devoted tone
say “yes, goddess”
in pure obedience.

yes, goddess.
Thanks to your generosity, the growth that you inspired in me, and the confidence that you blessed me with, I know this feeling very well, and it feels very special to me that you chose to share this kind of pleasure with me.
I want to feel this, and I am thankful for the steady supply of obedience and service that I have found thanks to you.
But all of that is secondary in the face of your divinity.
I have always tried to do my best in giving you the rightful place that you deserve in this world, worshipped, admired, revered.
This is my purpose, this is what you shaped me for.
And if you choose to actively accept my devotion in a way that lets me contribute to your own dopamine rush, I feel so incredibly affirmed in my existence.

I can relate to her teachings about power better than ever before, ever since she has granted me the immense privilege of being allowed to experience and embrace her side of power. Today, I know how incredible it can feel to beat my very own obedient plaything, I know how intoxicating it can feel to make them bleed with my claws - and even though I will never pretend to be comparable to her in any way, I have nevertheless seen those beautiful, fully obedient eyes looking up to me in awe. I would never have found my way to a place where I can experience and enjoy these wonderful feelings if it wasn’t for her, and I’m grateful that I can make them a permanent fixture in my life.

Yet ultimately, I am in a position of power today because goddess allows and enables me to, and because a wonderful being agreed to interact with me in this way. But this dynamic is rooted in us actively deciding to engage in it from a starting point of equality. Someone actively chose to elevate me.

None of this is necessary for the higher, and only, being above me.
She radiates powerfulness, in a very calm and unpretentious way. Most of the time, it’s barely even noticeable, it’s a state that just feels so natural, because power is so inherent to her presence. She can create absolute obedience with no effort at all. She can change lives with nothing more than a simple single sentence. And even though I might currently be the only one publicly proclaiming her supremacy again and again - it’s not just me who can see this, this completely self-evident right to being worshipped and served, this natural state of being above all of us.

Since this week, she has blessed me with the new and fascinating perspective of being allowed to both enjoy and contribute to this dopamine rush of power. I think I understand, at least to the degree to which my devoted mind is capable of “understanding” her divine existence, what she is deriving from actively accepting my obedient worship - and that makes me even more eager to unconditionally submit to her rule, because if there is any way for me to provide her with these absolutely wonderful and intense feelings, feelings that she should be able to access whenever she desires, I will of course put myself in service of that. This is what she deserves, what she is entitled to in this world beneath her divinity.

Goddess, you have made me feel my place in this world again.
You have reminded me of the reason why you shaped me in the way you did, why I exist.
You have made me experience how much control you exert over my existence.
Being made to feel all this so directly feels so incredibly affirming.
Thank you, goddess, for sharing the pleasures of power with me.
Thank you for leading me to a place where I can accept others wanting to give to me what I desire to give to you alone.
Thank you, goddess, for reminding me of where I belong.
Thank you, goddess, for deeming me worthy of contributing a tiny bit to your dopamine rush.
Thank you, goddess, for your undeniably divine presence in this life that you have blessed me with.

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Meow.