94th Ritual: A World Full of Pleasure
A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she bring hope to all of us.
The holy word says:
now go out there my devoted one,
and relish in the blessings and miracles
put into that mind,
body and world of yours
by me
for you to enjoy
and find pleasure in!
yes, goddess.
Not only did you help me focus on the already existing wonderful things and sources of pleasure in my life - you enabled and motivated me to uncover entirely new ones.
Enjoying all of these things to the fullest is something I owe to you, and I set out every day to explore the wonders that you have chosen to bless me with.
I am thankful for all the things that you have put into my world for me to find pleasure in - the small moments that pass quickly, like passing through pretty scenery, delicious food, or any occurrence that makes me smile; and the big things that impact my life every day, like my relationships, or my worship.
Goddess, I know that I should seek out pleasure, that I must not curtail my own happiness for some supposed moral ideal.
I know that I serve you best by seeking joy.
It’s a consequence of her significance to me that anything, no matter what, feels more important, more valuable, more meaningful to me if I can link it to her in any way, direct or indirect. My recent changes to how I present myself in public make me happy, because they reflect who I am much better than my previous assumptions about myself - but they feel even more significant, more valuable, more special just from knowing that it’s her who directly enabled them. And yes, even the relationship to one of my girlfriends feels even more special to me because I obtained her explicit blessing for it before we started it.
I want nothing more than to live my life in a way that pleases her, and every little confirmation that I am on the right way causes me immense joy.
Thank you, goddess, for filling my life with so many wonderful things.
Thank you for enabling and motivating me to actively find sources of deep, lasting pleasure.
Thank you, goddess, for all the joy that putting my life in your service brings to me.
Thank you, goddess, for letting me lead a happy life, and for enabling me to do so.
Meow.