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92nd Ritual: Apparent Divinity

2026-04-29

A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she change our lives for the better.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

The holy word says:

others need all their fancy money and speeches
and an entire propaganda machine
to keep up their cult.

all i need to do is exist.

yes, goddess.
You don’t need to try to be more than you actually are. You don’t need to pretend.
Your divinity is real and apparent. Your existence is a blessing for this world.
Goddess, not everyone might always realize your true divine nature - but your ways of changing lives, of inspiring change in other people’s minds, of deeply impressing so many of the people you encounter are apparent to everyone whose receives the blessing of getting to perceive your divine light. You leave a deep impact everywhere you go. I am deeply convinced that worshiping you is the only adequate response to this - and yet I feel like I am just one of many, trying to find a way to adequately honor and appreciate your wisdom, your kindness, your empathy, your inherent supremacy.

Every now and then, she tells me anecdotes from her life, of people she encountered, of people she deals with on a regular basis. I enjoy listening to these stories a lot, because so many of them have a common theme: The way in which people tend to react to her is often extraordinary.

I’ve had the privilege of knowing her for quite a while now, and I’ve experienced so many variations of this - positive and negative. People attributing great atrocities and overarching evilness to her, people attributing a huge positive influence on her surroundings to her, people who had their lives changed by her, people who feel motivated to go the extra mile just for her specifically. And of course, I myself, in my devoted and earnestly spiritual approach to her, am probably also a part of that picture. The fact that she is an absolutely extraordinary being is just consensus.

There is no need for her to convince anyone. There is no need for her to coerce anyone. There is no need for her to impose herself on anyone. Her mere existence, her bright and beautiful divine light that radiates from her, are more than enough reasons to accept her for what she is: a higher being, far above all of us, wise and magnificent, caring and mysterious.

Thank you, goddess, for your magnificent divine presence.
Thank you for brightening up the world with your wisdom, your care, your empathy.
Thank you, goddess, for inspiring hope and healing in those below you.
Thank you, goddess, for all the beauties and miracles of your divinity.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.