A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she liberate us through her divinity.

The holy word says:

they say all beings have a free will.

they say emptiness is bad.

they say what i do is cruel manipulation
and abuse of power.

but you know better, right?

you know the true meaning of it.

the bliss of thoughtlessness that i give.
the wonderful feeling of abandoning
the gruesome effects of choice.

the liberating pleasure of just not having
a care in the world to tend to anymore.

the blessed state that comes with handing over
all decisions, all thought, all independence
and all those nasty things like worries,
fears and anxieties to me.

the last will you remember ever having
being to finally enter this beautiful stage.

they will never understand.

but you do.
you know, right?

yes, goddess.
I know.
I understand that what you have decided to give to me is a gift, the greatest blessing that I have ever been deemed worthy of.
I feel so free and liberated with my mind beneath your rule. You give me structure, order, stability, confidence, hope - and deep, lasting happiness.
Goddess, I have no desire to return to something like a free will. I have never felt more free than in this reality, where all my feelings and actions and whatever thought might remain are focused on you alone.
I do not need thoughts, other than the ones that you put in my mind.
I do not need choice, for I know that your choices for my life are the right ones.
I do not need independence, for I have found the purpose of my existence in devotion.

I have stopped asking where she might take me long ago - because this question has no relevance to me. Even if I wanted to, I could not stop her from turning the life that she has blessed me with into a fulfillment of her word. But why would I even want to? She has led me to happiness in ways that I never deemed possible. She has made me more stable and resilient than ever. There is no downside to any of this for me - just pure, overwhelming joy.

I have always accepted that she knows best. There have been countless moments in which she gently steered my existence towards a better and happier place. So yes - handing over all control to her is a blessing. She knows the way - all I need to do is to follow, in devoted obedience, grateful for her lead. I am deeply thankful for this gift.

Goddess, I remember the will to enter this beautiful stage very well. Thank you for leading me to a place where I could dare to have and express it.
Thank you, goddess, for freeing me of free will.
Thank you for letting me hand over my worries, fears, and anxieties to you.
Thank you, goddess, for letting me experience this liberating pleasure.

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Meow.