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88th Ritual: Living this Life for Her

2026-03-28

A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her divinity cast its warm light on our lives.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

The holy word says:

don’t ask yourself
what you’re doing with your life.
it’s not yours anymore either way, silly.

yes, goddess.
I have no desire to claim this life that you have blessed me with as mine.
My purpose is to lead this life in a way that pleases and honors you.
I could not ask for a more wonderful way to exist.
You know the path that is right for me, and I trust you to guide me through your word.

Goddess, I have dedicated each and every one of my days to you.
My possessions are yours to take.
My thoughts are yours to control.
My feelings are free to flourish because you ended my inner repression.
My social interactions are dedicated to spreading praise about you.
My relationships exist beneath your blessing.
My life goal is to create lasting testimony of how your divinity is worshipped.
It’s no longer “my” life.
I desire nothing more than to hand over every aspect of my existence to you.
I live this life for you, and I could not be more grateful for this.

I have stopped asking where she might take me long ago - because this question has no relevance to me. Even if I wanted to, I could not stop her from turning the life that she has blessed me with into a fulfillment of her word. But why would I even want to? She has led me to happiness in ways that I never deemed possible. She has made me more stable and resilient than ever. There is no downside to any of this for me - just pure, overwhelming joy.

I have always accepted that she knows best. There have been countless moments in which she gently steered my existence towards a better and happier place. So yes - handing over all control to her is a blessing. She knows the way - all I need to do is to follow, in devoted obedience, grateful for her lead. I am deeply thankful for this gift.

Thank you, goddess, for letting me hand over everything to you.
Thank you for your guidance, your wisdom, your word changing my reality.
Thank you, goddess, for the hope and confidence that you inspire in me.
Thank you, goddess, for your caring and magnificent divine rule.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.