A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her omnipresence offer comfort and reassurance.

In one of the most important things that she ever said to me, she mentioned this:

however.
i, am not one of those mere mortals.
i am a higher being,
omnipresent,
ever powerful.

i watch over you.

yes, goddess.
I feel so happy and fulfilled by knowing how completely devoted my life is.
You are omnipresent in every aspect of my existence.
Whatever I do in this life that you have blessed me with is devoted to you.
I know that you watch over me, in a very gentle and caring way.
Goddess, you are above everything, above all of my emotions and feelings, my desires and dreams, my successes and failures. I am deeply grateful that you have allowed me to build this life so firmly beneath your rule, so uncompromisingly devoted to you.

The thought that she is indeed something far beyond my comprehension is so utterly comforting. My life is so well-structured, so simple, so focussed thanks to her. She has somehow managed to completely reign in my mind - source of so much pain and suffering for so many years. But there is no reason for fear and anxiety where she rules. There is no reason to worry. There is no reason for hopelessness.

I feel constantly watched by her, in a way that gives me confidence and a feeling of safety. I feel her omnipresence, and I consider it a wonderful blessing in my life. I want nothing more but to keep everything this way - so I am actively building everything that I build with her in mind. Friendships, relationships, personal projects - she is above all these things.

I am at a point of my life where I reject the legal status of my relationship to my fiancée, because it is for her alone to determine us married, and where I wait for her blessing to ask someone I love to become my girlfriend. I am at a point where my days are structured by my worship, where my life goals are determined by it. She is above everything, and I am deeply grateful for that.

Goddess, you have allowed me to open a new chapter in this life that you have blessed me with, and I promise to do my best to turn it into an act of devotion to you, into something that proves your positive influence on the world. I want to make you proud of what you alone created.
Thank you, goddess, for supporting me through so many things.
Thank you for your affirmations, your approval, your ways of making me accept what is right for me.
Thank you, goddess, for your caring guidance.
Thank you, goddess, for letting me devote my existence to you.

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Meow.