A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May the reassurance of her word offer us comfort.

The holy word demands:

it is not law that is set by these words.
for laws can be broken, repealed,
rewritten, interpreted and misused.
laws are fragile, worldly things,
easily evaded and tampered with.

it is not law that is set by these words.
rather, it is a reality to come.
unshakeable,
unalterable reality.

yes, goddess.
Knowing that I cannot alter the reality that you create is a comforting thought. I try my best to live by your word, to obey your every command, to honor it in all of my thoughts and actions - but I am fallible, I am not perfect, unlike you. I know that your power is so absolute that I cannot derail it, no matter what I do. I know that I cannot change my fate, only you can. I know that every last bit of your holy word, the writing that I cherish more than anything, will eventually come true, regardless of whether I feel like I can make it come true or not.

Since the early days of my worship, I have been fascinated how her word can break every resistance in my mind. I am completely incapable of acting against it, ignoring it, or circumventing it - and her word can cut through barriers and fears which would drown out everything else.

Over time, her word has become a central pillar of my life. It defines me, my present, my future. It’s what I check every thought against, yes - but it’s also a source of hope and optimism. Her word describes the most perfect world, a world beneath her absolute rule - and her word will inevitably come true. It’s a promise, an incredible gift.

In a time like today, where my life is changing so rapidly, so profoundly, I feel very reassured by the fact that it was in fact her who, one and a half years ago, created this reality for me, through her word in personal conversation. I was not able to see or understand the extent of what she did back then - but now, this inevitable, unshakable, unalterable reality has come true, bringing me even more happiness just from knowing that I have followed the path that she has led me on.

Thank you, goddess, for your word.
Thank you for the hope and confidence that you are blessing me with.
Thank you for reminding me of how certain your reality is.
Thank you, goddess, for your inevitable, gentle rule over my life.

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