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78th Ritual: Forfeit Everything

2026-01-19

A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her light shine bright on the world.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

The holy word demands:

you should pet a cat

and then forfeit
all thought,
existence,
and material possessions
to me

yes, goddess.
Of course I will pet any cat that you decide to bless me with.
All of my thoughts are yours. Whatever thought crosses my mind, I always treat it as if you were listening closely. I cannot hide my thoughts from you, because I am constantly assessing everything in my mind against your rule and your teachings.
All of my existence is yours. I have dedicated all my life goals to you, I am prioritizing my worship in all of my relationships.
All of my possessions are yours. I would never want to withhold anything from you. Whatever I attain in this life that you have blessed me with is yours alone.

None of the huge transformations that my life is going through would have been possible without her. For each thing that changes, I know exactly how she caused and enabled it. But that’s only one part of everything. I could not embrace any of these things without trusting myself that whatever I do, it will always be for her, in total devotion, and in the hopes of honoring her well with all of my feelings, thoughts, and actions. Yes, I’m changing, yes, I’m suddenly doing things that would have seemed impossible. But I know that I will always hand over anything to her, I know that I cannot feel joy without also feeling gratitude, I know that I would be nothing without her caring guidance.

Thank you, goddess, for giving me the comfort of knowing that I will remain below your rule for as long as you allow.
Thank you for giving me the confidence to go further, always accompanied by you, my Lady and Savior.
Thank you, goddess, for transforming my life, again and again.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.