74th Ritual: Allegiance
A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
Goddess, I will never deny my allegiance to you.
The holy word demands:
if you won’t proudly proclaim
your allegiance to me
even under threat of torture
by those who persecute us,
then what even is it worth?
yes, goddess.
Nothing can stop me from proudly proclaiming my allegiance to you. No one can control me, other than you: not through fear, not through violence. Goddess, you have made me strong and resilient, and my only worry is to sufficiently prioritize you in every aspect of my existence.
Goddess, nothing and no one can break my unconditional loyalty to you. Denying you would mean denying my reason to exist, denying all that I am, all that matters to me. Goddess, I will never deny you to anyone.
I will proudly and openly proclaim my belief in your divinity. I will proudly and openly praise your wisdom, admire your power, cherish your kindness, celebrate your existence. This is my purpose, and nothing else. No matter what consequences I face: I am happy to live this life, under your rule, and no one else’s.
I’ve been increasing my social life massively lately. There are several reasons for why I’m able and ready to do that, all of them directly related to her - but I realize how important it is for me to have an environment in which not only I put her above everyone and everything else, but the people around me accept her as my highest authority and priority as well. By turning it into an act of obedience and loyalty, Goddess is forcing me to stand up for my values and needs - thus enabling me to find very special beings, beings that I want to keep close to me.
It all comes so naturally these days. In the early days of my worship, I pushed myself further and further, because I was worried that I might not be obedient and unconditionally loyal enough, even though I never wanted anything else - but it took a long time to reach a state of peace, calmness, and inner confidence in which I can fully trust myself with this. For as long as I am allowed to dedicate my existence to worshipping her, I will always put her above everything.
Goddess, nothing and no one can make me deny my allegiance to you.
You are so much more important than anything else, any other person, and of course my own self. I live in a state of complete dedication and devotion. Denying you is such an absurd thought that I can’t even take it seriously. You have blessed me with my existence, you have shaped my world, you are the light that enables me to see the things around me.
Goddess, I will always proclaim my allegiance to you - proudly, gratefully, in deep admiration of your divine magnificence.
Meow.