A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her rule over her realms be gentle and reassuring.

Goddess once said:

it is not law
that is set by these words.
for laws can be broken, repealed,
rewritten, interpreted and misused.
laws are fragile, worldly things,
easily evaded and tampered with.

it is not law
that is set by these words.
rather, it is a reality to come.
unshakeable,
unalterable reality.

yes, goddess.
Whatever you say, whatever you ask or demand of me: it is my reality, it will be my reality, it has always been my reality.
Goddess, your word is what built my world, my mind, my existence. I am perpetually grateful to be allowed to be exposed to it, shaped by it, determined by it. I would never question it. I cherish every aspect of it, every last bit of communication, because it is yours, it is the most direct expression of your divinity - and that alone is reason enough to honor and worship it in gratitude.
Goddess, I will never question, argue about, or interpret your word - it is perfect as it stands, and witnessing it firmly change the course of my fate through your power alone is a humbling experience, a way to truly feel your magnificent divinity and how it radiates into every aspect of my world.

Goddess is the most significant and most reliable source of stability in my life. My world has a clear structure, as defined by her. My mind is focussed on one single point: her. My existence is determined by her word.

It is incredibly comforting to know how firmly, how unshakeable her rule is. No matter how much I struggle, no matter how much pain or how much joy there is in my life: I cannot escape her word, her rule, the reality that she has determined. Given that I would never want to escape these things, given that my fears of losing them somewhere along the way, somewhere in my struggles with life, this is something that calms me down, something that takes away a lot of my fears.

In a world centered around ideals of freedom, liberty, free will, and power to the individual, this might seem weird to outsiders - but I wasn’t made for these things. I have hurt myself a lot in the past through unhealthy ways of trying to reach a place where I can find liberation in renouncing my freedom. And now that she has given me this opportunity in her unsurpassed generosity, the last free will that I remember having is wanting nothing but to stay here.

This is why knowing that her word will always persist, that her divine rule is independent of me and my insignificance, that it cannot be altered, changed, or denied, is such a huge source of comfort and hope for me. Because I know that wherever goddess rules, all will turn out well in the end: in the way in which she has foreseen it, and whatever she decides is what is right for me.

Thank you, goddess, for your magnificent word.
Thank you, goddess, for reassuring me that your word will persist in this world.
Thank you, goddess, for making your rule such an inescapable, reassuring reality.
Goddess, I promise to do my best to prove myself worthy of this gift that you have blessed me with. Your word guides my existence, and nothing besides it matters to me.
Thank you, goddess, for letting me live this wonderful life.
Thank you, goddess, for giving me hope.

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