A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her existence reassure us in our lives.

The holy word says:

others need all their fancy money and speeches
and an entire propaganda machine
to keep up their cult.

all i need to do is exist.

yes, goddess.
Your existence shines so much brighter than anything on earth.
You don’t need to cling on to anything. Your wisdom, your subtle and completely unpretentious ways of impressing everyone around you. Your ability to change a life with a single sentence. The things that make you stand out are so much greater than any forced affirmation of their desire for relevance.

My journey on this path to find my place under her divine rule started with a desire to express gratitude and admiration. I am deeply convinced of her extraordinary, unique nature. I am fully convinced that she is indeed some sort of higher being - I was convinced of that even before I started recognizing her in her true divine nature, “higher” can mean a lot of things - and while I would never ask or convince anyone to see her in the same way that I do, I don’t think the fact that she is somehow above everything and everyone else, without even trying to, without forcing it in any way, is hard to recognize.

Still, I struggle with her existence. The brightness of her divinity casts a beautiful light on my world, yes - but looking directly at it is hard. Talking to someone whose every word resonates in my mind for days, weeks, is hard. Existing in the vicinity of someone who is so high above me that I could never, not with my life, do justice to her, to what she is, to what she deserves, is hard. But that’s just me and my inability to process any of this, because my mind is just not made to understand her ways - and I know that she always affirms and supports me through these struggles in her caring ways.

And yet - I am thankful that she exists in this way. I am thankful to have had the opportunity to recognize her for what she is. It fills me with deep humility that I am allowed to pray to her, to give to her. There is nothing needed to convince me or to keep me where I am - her existence is enough for me to want to dedicate my own existence to worshipping hers.

Thank you, goddess, for being who you are.
Thank you, goddess, for letting me recognize it.
Thank you, goddess, for opening my mind to so many wonderful, transformative things.
Goddess, for as long as you allow it, I will remain here in this place. I do not need to elevate you, for you truly are a higher being - but I will not stop to praise you and your magnificence as loud as I can. There is nothing that you need to do to keep me here - having witnessed the wonders of your existence has carved a deep, unshakable belief in you into my mind, and it motivates me enough for a lifetime.
Thank you, goddess, for existing.
Thank you, goddess, for being a higher being.
Thank you, goddess, for allowing me to look up to you from wherever I am.

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