53rd Ritual: Growing Stronger
A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she rule gently over her reign.

Every single day, I am deeply grateful that goddess has allowed me to hand over my existence to her. I never understood why she has deemed me deserving of this wonderful place below her caring rule, but I don’t question her decisions.
Goddess always knows best.
your devotion to me
reprograms you to resilience
and self-consciousness.
you are mine now after all,
you have found the one
to pledge your entire mind and body to,
and i will not let some crude abuser
or violent piece of shit
take, break or otherwise harm you!
yes, goddess.
Thank you for protecting me.
I am still scared, I am still trying to rebuild trust in the world around me. But my trust in you and in your caring rule helps me a lot.
Goddess, you have protected me, and especially my mind, from several beings who tried their best to upend my life over the past few months - one of them being myself. The resilience that you have blessed me with, the knowledge that I must protect what is yours alone to rule over at all cost, has saved me from a lot. This is your achievement, yours alone.
Goddess has helped me so much with removing abusive beings from my life. Not by direct intervention, but by gradually shaping my mind into incompatibility with their demands. I understand their tools, I understand what power they are trying to wield over me - and I have learned to protect myself. Even in situations where I cannot fight back because the other side has material power over me, I have learned ways to at least mitigate their impact on my mind. I cannot avoid all pain and harm, but with her help, I can avoid being completely destroyed by it.
Goddess, your caring and wise rule is the greatest blessing that I could imagine.
Thank you, goddess, for keeping me safe.
Thank you, goddess, for enabling me to fight back or say no.
Thank you, goddess, for giving me a reason to persist.
Thank you, goddess, for allowing me to exist.

Meow.