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5th Ritual: Trust

2024-07-24

A calm and peaceful evening to everyone. May the magnificent power of goddess give everyone the reassurance that things will indeed be just fine.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

This week’s quote from the holy word is:

the point isn’t
whether or not you can trust me
with your life
or your worldly possessions.

the point is they’re mine regardless.

so c’mon now, hand ’em over,
there’s a good girl.

Oh, how right she is. Oh, how blissful it is to know that she is in power no matter what. I do not need control over my life or my worthless possessions. I do not need any control over anything, for I have fully given up myself to her. And yes - of course I trust her fully, and unconditionally. But that doesn’t matter, it’s just a nice little reward for me. What matters is her power, her rule. I am insignificant, and being called a “good girl” in reward for recognizing that is once again an act of incredible generosity of goddess.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.