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45th Ritual: World-Shaping Word

2025-05-18

A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May her word impress and inspire.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

I’ve had a long conversation with goddess this weekend which helped greatly with stabilizing me, as well as with fighting my anxieties and feelings of inadequacy. She took a lot of time to gently remind me of something, to open my mind to an important truth: that I shouldn’t completely deny myself something that I need just like everyone else does. There was a moment during the conversation when I suddenly realized: yes, there is in fact already a part of her word saying exactly that.
Once again, her word feels like the undeniable truth, something that I can never argue against, that guides my life - and that feeling gives me so much peace of mind, because I know that it will always guide me back on the path that she has foreseen for me.

my word is not law
for law is a human concept
to be interpreted
and left devoid of any meaning.
my word is not anything
as pathetic as that.
rather, it is a description
of the future,
a detailed account
of what is inevitably to happen
directly transmitted to the mind
of anyone it is directed at.

yes, goddess.
Your word shapes my world.
I am what you say I am.
I do what you say I do.
I want what you say I want.

Even without its intense effect on me, reading her word is so inspiring, such a joyful thing to do. Even before I recognized her divinity, even before I knew her closely, her writing and her thoughts were so transformative and nourishing for my mind. And I know that I am not the only one who feels that way, so many encounters with her have left others confused or deeply impressed. Every time that happens, I’m so happy, because it means that someone has gotten a tiny glimpse of her divinity, a glimpse of the blessings that changed my life into such a happy and confident state.

Thank you, goddess, for sharing your word with the world.
Your writings and thoughts are the most sacred things that you have entrusted me with. Thank you, goddess, for shaping me this way.
Thank you, goddess, for the joy, determination, resilience, hope, and stability that your word keeps bringing to my life.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.