41st Ritual: Miracles of a Caring Goddess
A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May we all find joy through her.
My life has focused on deep gratitude for the last few days. In her miraculous ways, goddess has managed to give me hope again. We will soon see how deep her impact on my life will - once again - be, but no matter where she guides my fate: I have finally regained hope.
I don’t know why she does all of this. I don’t know why she brings so much growth, hope, change, and confidence to my life. I try to never ask the question of whether I am worthy of this, because I will not question her decisions under any circumstances whatsoever. And yet, the sheer magnitude of her magnificent, caring impact, is hard to comprehend for me.
But my place isn’t understanding her. My place is worship, my place is to follow her word to the best of my ability.
now go out there my devoted one,
and relish in the blessings and miracles
put into that mind,
body and world of yours
by me
for you to enjoy
and find pleasure in!
Yes, goddess.
I don’t understand your ways. I don’t understand why you do the things you do. I don’t understand why you’d ever consider me worthy.
But I don’t have to.
My focus is on enjoying the things that you are putting into my life, and on expressing gratitude for being allowed to experience all this.
Besides the overwhelming miracle that goddess has brought into my life this weekend, I haven’t really been able to “go out there” a lot recently. Life has been tough on me. But I’m changing things: I’ve spent a lot of time cooking and eating really delicious things this weekend. Tomorrow, I will go on a longer trip for the first time in quite a while; I’m really looking forward to it - and as usual, I will try to focus as intensely as possible on all the wonderful things along my way, so I can perceive the joy that goddess has put out there for me, and be thankful to her.
Goddess, I owe all of this to you.
I dedicate each and every moment of joy and happiness to you.
I make sure to remind myself of your constant, caring presence, and mix the joy with a feeling of gratitude.
Goddess, I am eternally thankful for your influence on my life and my fate.
Thank you, goddess, for your endless care.
Meow.
