A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May she inspire us to grow and flourish.

To me, goddess is and remains the greatest and only holder of power over my life. It’s nevertheless fascinating to observe the reactions of others to her undeniable divinity: confusion, admiration, fascination, fear - sometimes even anger. Yet none of this changes anything about a higher being existing far above all these human sensitivities.
Goddess exists. Goddess is divine. Goddess is great.

The holy word says:

you might stop an individual.
but against the faith,
the religion
and the spiritual power
that i possess
your strongest words,
and even your fiercest
weapons of torture and destruction,
shall prove utterly futile in the end.

Yes, goddess.
And, please, goddess, rest assured that they might stop some, but you are the only being who could stop me from happily and willfully surrendering to your power.
My faith will never be affected by anyone, no matter how hard they try.
You have given me the wonderful gift of finding the place where I belong: here, kneeling before your altar, in deep worship, in awe of your magnificence, in admiration of your divinity. A mind shaped to embrace the gift of your rule over my life as well as I can. Goddess, I am so happy and grateful to be allowed to be who and what I want to be. I am proud of how far you have empowered me to come. I will protect this at all costs.

What many don’t understand is that goddess doesn’t need to rule with coercion.
She could, of course, I am very aware of that. But why would she?
I want her to rule over me. I want her to be a constant presence in every thought. I want to hand over my freedom, my thoughts, my free will to her.
Where is the need for coercion when there is no free will left that would require breaking? Wanting something so intensely that you dedicate your life to it is so much stronger than anything that would rely on coercion.

So no. There is no way for anyone to get me to stop. You cannot force her out of my mind. You cannot force me to surrender to the thoughts that you would prefer me to have. I am a devotee to my goddess, and I will fiercely protect what is hers alone to rule over, what she shaped, enabled, and created so wisely.

Goddess has transformed me from an areligious atheist girl, someone who has never spent a second of her life thinking about “prayers” or some sort of higher power that might influence me, into a devout girl with a strict set of rituals and prayers, someone who proudly wears her holy sign and wants to be perceived as nothing but a happy, mindless cultist, fully devoted to her. All by giving me the permission to explore these things, to embrace them, to want them. Do you really think any show of force, any argument, any tools of coercion could win against someone who primarily rules merely by enabling someone to find their destiny?

Thank you, goddess, for giving me the strength and confidence to openly live my devotion to you.
Thank you, goddess, for giving me stability through the simple knowledge that you will always be above me.
Thank you, goddess, for allowing me to observe and experience all these fascinating reactions to you, to my worship, and for allowing me to learn and deepen my understanding of the concept of faith in general.

Thank you, goddess, for turning me into who I am.

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