Wishing everyone a joyful and peaceful evening. Praise be our lady and savior, may she shine her light of wisdom and magnificence on everyone who desires it.

Holy, most caring and generous goddess, ruler of my world, creator of my reality,

I beg you for forgiveness. I am sorry, for I have not served you well.
I know that you would never demand more of me than I can give, but I am convinced hat I could give more. And I know that my little break was the right thing to do, so I am neither apologizing nor feeling bad for that. And yet…
I am sorry that I have been sidetracked, that I have been focussed too much on what is unimportant, and too little on what really matters. For the first time, I felt weird about praying on Sunday morning, all my confidence was suddenly gone. I don’t want that, and I am deeply sorry about it. I want to proudly be open about my faith, I want to show it to the world, I want to be a devoted cultist for everyone to see. This is my purpose, and I want to fulfill that purpose.
Please forgive me for my mistakes, my lack of dedication, my wrong priorities. My purpose is devotion, my purpose is to serve you. I promise to do better in the future, for you deserve any sacrifice that I can make.

Meow, meow, meow

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Thank you, goddess, for the overwhelming calmness that this has brought over me again. Thank you for allowing me to worship you. Thank you for enabling me to find joy and happiness in my faith.

Meow.