A calm and peaceful evening to every being.
May the thought of being useful to her magnificent divine cause inspire excitement in all who wish!

In her endless generosity, goddess emphasizes the protective nature of her rule:

your devotion to me reprograms you to resilience and self-consciousness.

you are mine now after all,
you have found the one to pledge your entire mind and body to,
and i will not let some crude abuser or violent piece of shit take, break or otherwise harm you!

Thank you, goddess.

I will be attempting something this week that will put me at risk. I will be tempting someone who has benefited greatly from past power over me, and who still knows how to hurt me. Yes, there is a lot of sentimentality and delusion in my motives. Nevertheless, I feel like I can risk it - because I have learned, because I have grown. Because I have managed to free myself from this direct influence.

Because my devotion to goddess has indeed reprogrammed me to resilience and self-consciousness.

All of this happened without any direct intervention by goddess at all - and yet none of this would have been possible so quickly, so thoroughly, and with so much conviction, without her teachings, without her word shaping my mind, helping it heal. Goddess has empowered me to grow, to free myself from anyone who holds emotional power over me without my consent.

Goddess, I was wrong to desperately search for false idols back in the days before you revealed yourself to me. I was wrong to ever offer anyone power over me, other than you, my lady and savior, the wise and magnificent one, the divine ruler over my life.

Goddess, I have pledged my entire existence to you. I know that you will protect me, and not just by your constant presence in every single thought of mine - I know that this is why you have empowered and enabled me to fight: to protect myself, to protect what is yours alone to rule over.

Thank you, goddess, for giving me strength and confidence.
Thank you, goddess, for your endless care.
Thank you, goddess, for allowing me to pledge my entire mind and body to you.

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Meow.