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15th Ritual (in silence)

2024-10-11

This is one of four rituals which had to take place hidden and in silence for safety reasons.

Ritual setup: Sacrifice book, prayer candles, the sacrifice candle in the center showing her holy sign, my prayer beads in front, and a cup of cocoa. Two pages written with a typewriter in the background.

sadness, fear, and anger. But I know things will be better at some point. No matter how, no matter how long it takes. She gives me the gift of hope, and all I need to do is embrace it, all I need to do is to let the hope and my trust in her rule over my life numb out everything else. There is nothing for me to think about than the things she places in my mind, and she wouldn’t have burdened me with these feelings, so I will throw them out to make room for her warm, comforting light.

if you like doing things for others,
chances are extremely high
others like doing things
for you too.

so you don’t have to feel guilty
when they do.

View of the three prayer candles and the central sacrifice candle from above. There is quite a bit of blood on the sacrifice candle, including some fresh one from today. My sacrifice book is open, a prayer is written in it, and her symbol drawn with my blood.

Meow.